Lesson learned

Hi peoples :)

Last week something happened to me and it made me started to think a lot. So this it how it goes, two days in a row, I said something wrong and hurt  my friends heart. At first I was just teasing, but I think I was a little over and I hurt my friend's feelings without knowing it. In the evening, I apologized to him through facebook and called him not to take it to the heart. But I think he really couldn't take it and he told me that he hates me and called me to go away. x_x that was my face when I heard that, I was freak out and I started spamming his chatbox by kept on saying sorry. But he didn't even replied. I thought that maybe he just need to cool down, so I just left him alone. The next day I asked him again through facebook whether does he really hates me. And he said yes, he said that he felt that I was very annoying.

That sentence really made me started to think a lot. I started to realized that I had been talking too much this few day until I had hurt his feelings without even knowing it. I believe  that he isn't  the only one that I had hurt. I felt really bad about that, and I started thinking for a way to stop this from happening.

And I told myself that it was time for me to shut up and stop talking too much. Talking isn't wrong, is just that I don't want my words to hurt anybody else in my life. For a talkative person like me, this is a really big challenge, but still CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!!!  I will try my best because I don't want any of my friends to get hurt by my words and stay away from me.

There is always a price to pay and I am willing to pay mine :)
WISH ME LUCK GUYS
BYE!!!

The importance of you to me.

Well, ya you guys are most likely guessing who is the 'you' up there, is it ur bf huh?or someone u loved? But the answer is it is someone I love and it is also my best friend. I seriously don't  know why, but I feel that friends are the peoples that a human being need to survive. I am not saying that without friends, we will die, I am just saying that friends are the peoples that we share our feelings and stuff with. Imagine how your life would be if you are a rich person, you have almost everything you want, but you don't have friends. Who are you gonna share those happiness of yours with, who are you gonna turn to when you are facing trouble... Nobody right?  You are gonna have to face it all by yourself which is actually something really sad.

God made people to live a life that we share and care for each other. Even there are times that we argue with our best friends but after a day or maybe even three seconds than everything just goes back to what it used to be.

Friends are the people that gives you advice when they think that what you're doing is wrong and please don't be angry because if they don't tell you what are you're  weakness, then no one will.

A person don't need many friends, just a few true friends are enough. Belive in me, you are never alone, there are many wonderful peoples around you waiting to get to know you more and be your friend, you got to open your hearts and start to accept people as your friend.

Raining.....

Hey guys, sorry for not blogging for a long time. Was busy lah, u know??? hahahaha

Tuesday:
As usual, the alarm rang. I woke up to off it, took my phone and I accidentally fell asleep. Yeap, I accidentally fell asleep. My mum came up and woke me up. I woke up, took my towel when downstairs, drank my juice and went to bath. After bathing, i came out, tied my hair and went and have my breakfast -> oats. Even I had just bath for less than 5 minutes but I am already sweeting. The weather this few days is really HOT !!!! I got myself prepared and I realized that it was almost already 6.20 a.m. Normally, I am already putting my stuff in the car, but today my dad's fetching me to school so NO WORRIES !!!! Oh ya, forgotten to mention. My dad is our F1 driver, he drives fast but it always safe. I waited until 6.30 a.m like that, than my dad came down and he drove me to school. We came out quite late so it was really jam, never seen that much car in my life 0_0  Anyways, i reached school save and sound, but the sky was already bright. Normally when my mum fetches me to school, the sky is always still black.... I mean dark, I am just not use to it lah HAHAHAHAA :]

Went to class. The bell rang and the teacher came in and the class started and bla bla bla...as usual lah. Then it was science period. Me and Samantha went to science lab together. Sitting behind us was Celine and Leong Tek. Teacher started teaching and suddenly she said the word pe-ri-od. i mean she divided it into three parts to pronouns it, and it sounds really funny. Me and Samantha laugh non-stop until our classmates gave us a weird look. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH ^-^ After that, class went on as usual, nothing really funny or interesting until the last period------> E.A. The sky suddenly just became super dark and the wind was really strong and suddenly it just rain heavily. Most of them in the class was like NOOOOOOO, DON'T RAIN.... because they are walking to their tuition after school. But some of them were like RAIN, RAIN, FASTER RAIN HEAVIER!!!!! 0_O Maybe they just love the rain. Jian Ying came and ask me whether I have an umbrella, and ya I have one in my bag. I told him that if my brother comes to pick me, he can just  take it and give it back to me tomorrow. It was already 1.30 and school ends at 1.35. I pack my bag and was standing at the door looking at the sky, the rain.... while Jian ying and Chin Ming were standing behind me. It wasn't even time but Jian ying just push me and I came out of class and he said, if we don't go now, then later alot of people already, very hard to walk, then very hard to walk..... What he said was kinda reasonable so I just walk with them lah. Me, Jian ying, Chin ming and somebody just walk out of class, we walk to the pondok using the longcut where by we gotta walk pass all block A. Reached the pondok and I saw my brother there and I just gave Jian ying my umbrella and told him to give it back to me tomorrow. 

My brother gave me an umbrella and took my bag. We walk were walking up the hill.... It was raining really heavily, the road became a little river and the water was flowing downwards and i see all the rubbish flowing too, socks, paper cups, plastic bag.... 
Then I turned back to look at my brother and I saw JY walking behind us. he was all wet and I was thinking  WHY ISN'T HE USING THE UMBRELLA?????? Couldn't care much I just walk fast as fast as I could and went into the car. My skirt was all wet. Had lunch and did my homework.

Later in the evening, I asked JY why didn't he use the umbrella.And he said that he dunno how to open it so he just rush out without using the umbrella. I was actually laughing when he said that. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Sorry if you think that the post is boring ^_^
bye...

Life this few days.

Hey guys, sorry not blogging for quite a long time. =]

Hahahha, well YAY, THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!! Atlast there is time where I can rest =]

Well, I just wanna say that I hate it when people can't do what they promised to do. To me it is a very irresponsible act. Please think before you say, think whether can you really do it. If you can than that is good, but if you cannot please do not say it out, your every word may change someones feelings or stuff like that.....

This few days all I was doing was rushing. Rushing for school, rushing for tuition, rushing because there is too much homework given, if I don't rush I won't be able to finish all  my homework...Ahhhh, why must there be so much homework, stress lah. Haizzzz...

Well, it is kinda late now. Time to sleep.
Nights peoples

Hey guys, 

I was kinda busy this few days, the teachers in school gave me a lot of homework to complete. HAHAHAHAHAH, I am not complaining about the homework that the teacher gave, after all what is school life without homework, right?

I am enjoying my form 4 school life. Some of the subjects are really confusing and hard to understand such as Sejarah, Add Maths and Chinese (sometimes). My Sejarah teacher is really funny, he has a sense of humor. Most of the time during Sejarah period, the teacher joke more than he teaches. Add Maths also not bad lah, the teacher is good, he jokes too when he teach. Actually almost all the teachers that teaches my class also jokes when they teach. I love the fact that they joke when they teach because it makes classes much more fun and relaxing.

My classmates are really fun people too. They are easy to talk to and I really love all of them. The few that I am closer with are, Celine, Leong Tek, Xiao Shuen, Amanda, Chin Hong, Pin Wen, Samantha, Ming Ming, Stanley, Jian Ying and I think thats all......
Xiao Shuen and Celine sits besides me in class. Xiao shuen is the hyper type, like me. But sometimes when she gets really hyper, she starts to make a lot of noise and I will feel like just throwing a book on her face and call her to CALM DOWN!!!!(OMG, don't kill me kay?) Celine is the bestie, we've been in the same class for 2 years and this is the third year. We chat almost everything and anything all the time, but now she is kinda busy with the Sofball practise, so we don't talk much in class nowadays. Samantha is the best friend I have in prefectorial board, we go hyper and become childlish together whenever we want. When Celine isn't free, she is the one that I am with. Amanda, Chin Hong and Pin Wen are very friendly, they are quite open-minded. We chat about a lot of things. Ming Ming, Jian Ying, Stanley and Leong Teck are like the closer guy friends I have in class. They are really funny people. Ming Ming is the 'mother'. He is naif and cute, I have fun pinching his face >.< Jian Ying is the 'son' (Darren, you have a brother now) he is annoying but caring. Stanley is the 'daddy', he is kinda annoying, kinda perverted( i think)... I dunno lah. Leong Tek is the..... friend, I know him since std 6 but we never talk much. 

HAHAHAAHAHHAHA.... I did not regret changing my class from 4S6 to 4A3. I am looking forward to the days that are coming. I wonder how would class be next year? Maybe more noisy!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH >.<

Thats all for now. Bye ^.^

Moments that I don't wanna forget

Hey guys ;)

It is a saturday, but there was school today too :) I don't know why but i am kinda happy that there is school today. HAHAHAHA

Went to school like normal, didn't have to bring much books cause there was a ceramah today. Reach my class seeing my classmates as usual. I felt that the class was kinda dirty so I swept the floor. Then more and more of my friends came and I became more and more hyper. Then it was P.J period, I scolded the annoying guy from my class and I heard that he went for counseling after that o_o. I went to the padang to find Celine chat a while then I went up to the dataran with Samantha. We played badminton together, for a few times we almost hit teacher's car. Started to feel hot so we stop playing badminton and when down to the padang again, found Celine and we chatted for a while before she went for her practise. The bell rang and we went back to class, drank some water and I went and sit in front of Ming Ming and soon Samantha came along. I took Stanley's add maths workbook and opened it. As expected it was empty, he haven't do anything yet. Well, me and Samantha did some for him while Ming Ming and Jian Ying were copying homework -.- As soon as we finish all our work we started chatting.

Sitting chart. We sat in a circle, facing each other.

We started chatting for a while and suddenly I started to feel hungry. And I randomly said this

Me: " Daddy, I am hungry. Stanley daddy, I am hungry. give me food "

Stanley: "Oh, Who is my wife?"

And i said it was that pretty lady(Celine, you should know) and he scolded the f word.....

Then we play truth or dare, but nobody played dare. All of us were playing safe, we all played truth. We ask each other some personal question, but when it reach Ming Ming's turn, there was nothing to ask, he is too naif (in some ways) The bell rang and we went for recess.

After recess, we went for ceramah. It was kinda boring, I almost slept there because there were air-con and the speaker's voice makes me wanna sleep. But still I took down some important points and stuff like that....... i remembered there was a guy and a girl playing BINGO during the ceramah LOL 

At last the ceramah end and I ran out of the class. 

The fresh air outside is just so nice!!!! Soon the bell rang again and it was time to go home. YAY :)

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'Now is the time for collection, not the time for selection' -Joel Ong

Yeap, Joel told me that. He is a great friend and brother to me. You guys might be thinking what collection? or what selection? Well, let me explain it. Nowadays, we can see many people getting into a relationship at a very young age, like what? 12? 13? or maybe even younger.And the most important part is the relationship a.k.a puppy love doesn't last long. The shortest that I heard of was.... 1 week? Imagine the guy only loves you for a week, what kind of love is that? You all should know that the feelings when you break up with your boyfriend is like taking a knife and stab it into your heart and take it out and stab it into your heart again and again. I just wanna say that we girls don't need a boyfriend at this age. The important thing to do now is to take care is our health and studies. 

Joel's meaning  of time for collection is when you see a guy that you think that he is nice and is kinda good. You can just like remember him and don't forget about him :] Of course, the list will have more than 2 person. And when it is time when you have a job, you can support yourself financially and you think are mature enough to handle this, then you can take your collection list out and it is the time for selection :] I mean you choose whether you wanna choose from there. 

Well, this is just like a advice of mine that I wanna share. No offence :]